Inside my Mind

  We live each day without the assurance that we will still live tomorrow. Despite knowing this, then what motivates me to wake up every day?   Even the decision to wake up or not to, is difficult. But knowing the fact that there is still tomorrow, the willingness and desire to be part of it is what propels me to continue living on my life. For my 21 years of existence in this world, I have experienced the best and the worst. Best when I passed the LET and got the first taste of a real job right after graduating college and worst when my mother was not there to see what I have achieved.   I would say I am who I am and where I am right now because of my outlook in life and the decisions I’ve made in life guided by the Lord. Experiencing the worst thing that happened in my life may have hinder me to continue on living because of that idea which I’ll   quote “what is good in living when you already lost that one person who loves you the most and who you love the mos...

Death. Everyone fears this. Who would not be? Everyone wants to live in this world of gratification and challenges. Yes everyone but not me. I want to put an end to this life. I have served my purpose here on earth. I have done and tried everything. Luxury, women, name it and I already have it. How about love? I heard a voice coming from nowhere. Love? Well, I don’t need it. My parents have poured out all the love they have for me before they were welcomed to death a century ago. You’ve heard it right, a century ago. I have lived for 200 years and half of my life I received the right prescription of love from my parents before they were taken for an experiment and since then I never get to see them anymore. I’m not dumb enough to think that they are still alive until now. I’ve seen how cruel and selfish human are when they found out our genetics’ secret. Human wants to find out how our family lived for a long period of time and never gets old. We have kept this secret. Every 5 decade...